I love him but should I just move on?

So, it's kind of a complicated and long story but there's this boy let's call him Ryan. Well me and Ryan have never really "been in a relationship" but we've always been close. I'm only 17 so it's sort of a teenage thing and I do hope I get over it but right now it's all over the place. Basically we constantly text most days and I do go to his house every so often, well every month or so. But that's it between us. We don't even speak in person at school and it really bothers me, he'll talk to any other girl but with me it's just nothing it's as though we're strangers. I honestly think I love him but he's said "he doesn't want a girlfriend" which I know is an obvious sign but he's also said "I want to be with you in the future, because I know I'll regret it" so I'm getting mixed signs. What do you guys make of it? I like him too much to just let go and I'm always so jealous, I wish I didn't like him this much it would be so much easier but that's life. I find myself lost and upset when we don't speak and as though my life revolves around him. I don't know whether to focus on moving on or just wait and see what could happen because we're in school now and have a year left which is when it could happen. But why not now? I feel like a mug waiting and wasting my time for something to happen. Please help, I just feel so lost and unsure about everything and it's really getting me down!